I question my own intelligence, I don't need it from you too.

I knew that when I woke up this morning that it was going to feel like the floor fell out from under me.

Just breathe, my dear. Don't let yesterday's sorrows affect tomorrow's happiness.

I can handle the hurt from anyone else. Just not her.

Too many people are responsible for these tears. I'm done. Only so much I can take in one night.

Never again...

Mother: "it's like you're trying to escape to another life."
Me: "maybe you're right."

The pain is back. Feels like someone literally jammed a sharp blade into the base of my skull. Fun times.

I should have known.

Sometimes the little things get to you the most.