I don't know if these bruises are from beating myself up or falling for too many people who didn't care.

Your charm won't work forever

You know that it is going to be a bad day when you wake up shaking and crying.

I want someone to call mine, I just... I don't know... I turned down everyone who's asked...

I need to leave. Soon. And never look back.

I feel bad today..

Feeling lonelier than I have in a long time. Guess I shouldn't push everyone away.

Maybe... Maybe it's time I showed someone the REAL me... No masks, no facades... Just me. But who?

Might anyone have a needle and thread? My heart ripped open again. Help?

I'm sorry world for the failure I am.