I am better off in heaven, but I love my life, so every time I attempt to hurt my self, a shield of love for the world stops me from proceeding.

I try my hardest to be strong...but sometimes weakness gets the best of me.

I always like the reality...
its my loneliness..

I know..my heart is a walking path for you
but i can wait forever for you...

If given the opportunity to sabotage any healthy situation/relationship, most surely and swiftly it will be accomplished, what a special gift to revel in.

Have you ever had a dream
A wish- A desire
To watch someone die.
Burn alive, in steaming fire

I can make my clock reverse
if you come back once again in my life

I can feel everything come rushing back...
all of the hurt and the lies.... </3

I just thought you would understand me and we could be happy

I should have stayed home, i should have talked to you and maybe you wouldnt be where you are..... </3 :'(