Its safe by me
You can lean on my shoulder
Let it all out or,
Youll just be colder

-Prt of poem "Just cry now"

Though,
I go nights sleepless,
And I feel completely useless,

To smoke some special drug, is all that it takes,
To laugh until you cry,
& Too sleep the night away.

I dnt know if im getting better or just used to the pain.

It's hard to answer the question "whats wrong" when nothing is right.

Dont judge me on my appearance ,cause we all look the same in the dark ....

Taking steps closer to that gun in corner of my room each day.

I may not have my lines memorized but the mask fits perfectly...........

I never use to be the bad girl, the one who skips class to go have a smoke. The one whos out every night at crazy partys drinking with friends, I use to be the good one.

A woman never knows when to say goodbye; a man never knows how to say it.

We all feel sorry for ourselves and it's perfectly normal to have a moment to reflect on things that have happened in your life.