It would be more easy kill myself now when im sad and alone. Than living a whole life that way then dying.

At the end of the day you can either focus on what's tearing you apart or what's keeping you together.

It has become a habit not to tell people how Im feeling, because I know if I do they will not care and only pretend to wonder why.

I wonder when my lifestyle is going to catch up with me.

Push me down,
Turn my life around,
Make this smile into a frown,
Allow me my death and tell not a soul,
And promise you wont ask about my goal.

I want to be that little girl over there.
The one thats laughing and telling her daddy to push her high.
I used to be like her.
What went wrong in my life to make me want to end my life now and feel so unwanted?

The reason why I don't even try compromising when it comes to you is because no matter how much I try, it's not good enough for you.

Don't always assume things because if you continue to assume it, it can often come true..

I walk across a frozen pond in hope of falling in. But I never do :(

You first tell me goodbye its over,
then you come back drunk and messed up thinking i'll take you in...