Screaming so loud, but nothing comes out

Fallen so deep,not one way back to the top

The tries taken, erase the one that was once

He has been, but now has come inside but as much as i push away he just steps his way in and closes

The one that keeps on hurting, when you dont even notice

It's that one smile that hurts more than dieing

An event that just keeps repeating itself...

The way where theres no one there, who is really hearing you

Mommy, I'm asking you now,
Why it is no one can see,
That every time I try,
They only disappoint me.

-Part of my poem "Mommy, I'm asking."

I give up,
Beat me down,
Im already on the ground,
I dont care anymore,
Theres nothing to beat,

Right now I am nothing </3