As the tears run down my face, I can't help to think,
I'm done trying,
I'm done pleasing others,
I'm done living for you

Im Luke 2 different people,
There is the one smiling and laughing,
& the one that cries herself to sleep...

I hate my life, again
Why can't I be like my friends?
A ton of guys like them.
Most of them have boyfriends.
And I'm the lonely one who ends up being the 3rd wheel.
And I can't stay in a decent relationship.
Fml

I keep comparing myself to my friends.
Gorgeous
Short
Skinny
And then there is me,
Tall and not so gorgeous...
fml

I wantted to shoot my self in the head, end all of my problems. But knowing how much my life sucks. The bullet wouldn't kill me, it will only make disabled or something else...

*In everyone's life,
We learn from the wrong.
without pain and loss in the world,
We'd never learn to be strong.

This is life *

*From my poem what life means to me*

YOU MADE ME DO IT !!!!!!

I gave money to the poor, gave blood, picked trash off the road. Yet at end of the day, I always get stabbed in the back. It never pays off to be nice in life

We suffer from reality, victims of the choices we have made, barely holding on to what we barely had to begin with.

It cant rain forever.... but there sure is a lot of thunderstorms in my rainforest, maybe the sun will come out someday and maybe not