Tears are falling from my eyes like rain.

I opened up.. I let you in, you made me feel alright for once in my life. But now all that's left of me, is what i pretend to be.

I am not brave, i am scared
i am not strong, i am weak
i am not honest, i am a dirty liar
i am not okay, i never have been, i never will be.

You knew "Mary had a little lamb"
but you never saw her life in shambles

I do realize that i need to let you go. it might be today, tomorrow, next week, next year .... even i cannot tell when ........

it will be the hardest thing for me to do, will break me to pieces, will tear me apart. but somehow, i know i should. :'(

You may think I'm weird, but you have no idea what I've been through.

Razors pain you, rivers are damp, acid stains you, drugs cause cramps , gun aren't lawful, nooses give, gas smells awful, you might as well live<3

Help me find the missing be,
she must be scared, i would be.
So out of touch, so scared and alone,
help me find her bring her home<3

What do you do when the only person who can stop your tears is the one making you cry?

The worst feeling in the world is knowing you've been used and lied to.