Cut, cry, smoke, and die

People often ask me why I cut. They don't understand. It's because of them. They never miss a chance to remind me how pathetic my life is.

Behind every beautiful girl is a messed up guy that did her wrong and made her strong:(

I take the blade to my arm and find the relief only found in self-harm-by me

You cant save me, if you cant even save yourself.

Sometimes, I wish when i close my eyes and count to three everything i hate would disappear ...
But this is life we're talking about.. wishing doesn't work it only breaks dreams..

Trying to find a place to breath.
Trying to solve this puzzle called life.
Trying to wake from this nightmare.
I'm trying, not to fail.

You don't know how it feels to be your own best friend, and your own worst enemy

If I was totally quiet for a whole day, I wouldn't talk, wouldn't think, wouldn't even breath, if I just stopped and didn't do anything. Would you still tell everyone how much you hate me?

Inside this fantasy
It seems so real to me
Synthetic ecstasy, when her legs are open
True Love behind a wall
Where men and angels fall
A fading memory, when my mind is frozen
-Celldweller