I want to be myself for once,
But I don't know who I am anymore

Its hard to admit that you made a mistake
but even harder to accept that you cant go back

I like walking in the rain
because no one knows im crying

You never know what you have until you loose it!

You we're the first boy to make me cry, the first to make me believe in romance and the last one I ever loved because you stole my heart and broke it into a billion pieces.

Sick of crying, tired of trying, yea, im smiling but inside im dying!

I should have left it at good bye because atleast something would be good

Anorexia -
call it madness
or an obsession
i don't care
i call it perfection
<3

How can my dreams feel so real to me.
Feeling the tears run down my eyes when i wake up.
Feeling the numbness on my body.
Unable to breath the air i lost.
Why do they feel so real to me?
Why can't I sleep with any dreams or nightmares.

You promised me and u still didnt come through
it really sucks having a dad like you