Letting A Tear Fall Every Now And Then Wont Hurt You More Than You're Already Hurt To Let It Fall!

Lets rip our pain to bits and pieces, and turn them into words... words to comfort us when we're crying, to fuel our anger, to make us laugh years later...

Hug? thats right you dont love me anymore

And as i sat in darkness,
Watching the lights outside,
I heard a voice utter three words,
'i forgive you',
Shit no one heard that.

I'll never understand how, after all we've been and all we've been through together, you can just walk away and not look back...
...maybe you didnt hear me falling...

Where are you daddy? did you just not care? where are you mommy? you're never here... where are you guys? i need you both or at least one...but i guess i get none

Its sad when the person you want most says to you " your what i want but she is what i need" and all you can do is smile and say goodbye..

Apologies don't fix broken hearts.
They don't cover up deceit.
And they don't forgive lies. </3

"The first cut is never the deepest... Becuase the second cut digs twice as deep..."

And I find it kind of funny, I find it kind of sad; the dreams in which I'm dying are the best I've ever had.