Here i am again, repeating these same two words to you....

IM SORRY!

Even if your hands are shaking, and your faith is broken, even if your eyes are closing, say what you need to say, and do it with your heart wide open.

Is there a reason why, no matter how hard I try to explain how I'm feeling to anyone, they just don't understand?

Welcome to the Masquerade
Where all true fakes are gladly made.
The perfect mask to hide your pain
Cause we know you like to play this game.

A preview of my latest poem im working on.

Its sad when the person you want most says to you " your what i want but she is what i need" and all you can do is smile and say goodbye..

Apologies don't fix broken hearts.
They don't cover up deceit.
And they don't forgive lies. </3

"The first cut is never the deepest... Becuase the second cut digs twice as deep..."

And I find it kind of funny, I find it kind of sad; the dreams in which I'm dying are the best I've ever had.

They say love is like magic...but isnt magic just an illusion?

I've figured out a way to twist reality. Just take a ton of drugs and never sleep and rent the saddest movie you've ever seen. Push all your friends away with the cruel things that you say and if you need company, you've got the voices in your head.