Here i am again, repeating these same two words to you....

IM SORRY!

Is there a reason why, no matter how hard I try to explain how I'm feeling to anyone, they just don't understand?

Smiling on the outside,
Hiding all my tears,
That's what ive been doing,
All these years

Its sad when the person you want most says to you " your what i want but she is what i need" and all you can do is smile and say goodbye..

Apologies don't fix broken hearts.
They don't cover up deceit.
And they don't forgive lies. </3

"The first cut is never the deepest... Becuase the second cut digs twice as deep..."

And I find it kind of funny, I find it kind of sad; the dreams in which I'm dying are the best I've ever had.

They say love is like magic...but isnt magic just an illusion?

I'm not running away...
I'm just starting all over.

I don't know whats happening, its just like every day life becomes more and more less worth living, i just wish i knew why...