She sits in grief and disbelief someone she loved is gone...as she places the blade apon her wrist..she sings the suicide song...

I am alive but i am not liveing

"You are not WEAK until You make a MISTAKE"..

I love him so much. but i hate myself.

Nothing Feels right....
everything falling apart inside...
one thing i know that's right...
is that im fallin deep in this mess i have made...
and cant seem to get out anyway...

YouLookAtMe&&PretendYouKnowWhoIAm.
BecauseEveryFatherIsSupposedToKnowTheirDaughter.
ButYouBarelyKnowMyNameLetAloneAnythingElse.
YouLookAtMe&&WonderWhyILookAway-WhenTheTruthIs..
IDon'tKnowWhoYouAreEither.

When someone is disappointed in you, it can be worse than them being mad at you.

I don't care if you're mad at me, okay? Just go and be mad, cause for me to care about YOUR crap is a waste of my time and yours.

Alcoholism is a form of self medication
that most people will never understand

For once i want to be the girl he puts in his msn name like he does with all the other girls & ending them with "hot" or "my girl".