&& I'm not ((proud)) of being the way I am.
I just accept the fact that I'm not who everyone ::wants.me:: to be.

I don't care if it hurts
I want to have control
I want a perfect body
I want a perfect soul
-Creep by Radiohead

SWOLLOW the key to your own heart;
HiDE the emotions your having to cart;
CUT your wrist so you dont fall apart;
come on, baby, you gotta think SMART.

MISSINVISIBlE

&& everyone said ((tomorrow can't be as bad as today))
but i'm living a life where all my tomorrows are worse than before and the good days ::never.came::

.:: a broken child for every missing father ::.

from my poem *Feelings you can't deny*

We didnt just fall to the ground, we were pushed.. you pushed us

She hides her bruises, lies and fears, covering them with fake smiles and cheers

*~*touched by an angel, shes gonna make it.. touched by unwanted hands, she doesn't want to*~*

&& i ((NEVER)) changed.
i just started showing the ::real.me::

Snide remarks were made,
Spiteful things were said.
She couldn't take it any more,
Now she lies there dead.