Suicide was never a question,
Only a matter of time.

If the world ended now I would be ok but if I lost you I would die today

I take your hits
One by one
Mommy, why?
What have I done?

Pour your misery down on me
So my pain you cannot see
Please just hear my only plea
And take my loneliness away from me.

~Madison Leigh~ April 11th 2005

sometimes you gotta smile
and walk away hold your tears
in and pretend your okay

~This quote isn't mine, but I really like it.~

My friends think i am stupid
Standing in the rain
But they do not know
That i am crying in pain.

One of the worst feelings in the world is to stop for a minute, look back on your life, and regret coming this far...becoming who you are now.

Death is not the most tragic loss in life.
The most tragic loss is what dies inside you while your still alive.

Funny how you realized the need of me just when i'm gone.
Funny how you took me for granted when i was holding on.
Funny, cause now you're wanting me back, but baby sorry, I'VE MOVED ON!

The girl asked:

does it hurt to die?

because it hurts so much to stay alive