Heavens not a place you go when you die
its that moment in life when you actually
.feel.alive.

-The tide

"Sometimes good things fall apart so better things can come into place"
I've have many things fall apart for so long now, so when are these better things going to fall into place? I'm getting sick of waiting.

If your going to tell me to s m i l e, would you mind giving me a reason to?

If i was to tell you the truth.
Would you still be here?
That your the reason for
all of my tears.
The reason im unhappy,
For you dont belong to me.
Would you want to hear?
Im begging to be free?

Don't judge me unless you have looked through my eyes, experienced what i have, and cried as many tears as me. Until then back-off, cause you have no idea.

Thats the problem with people that are close to you
they know exactly where to hit
so that it hurts
.x.

I don't understand how people can just erase you from their lives just because it's easier than working things out.

Here's your knife back, I finally got it out of my back. I'm sure you'll be needing it again soon.

Confession # 9 ; some days, death feels like the only option

Confession #5; anyone who makes you cry tears of sadness isn't someone who is worth crying over, today, i learned that