Name :

Composed Catastrophe

Gender :

Female

Age :

17

Country :

USA, Ohio

Registered :

2007-01-01

Last visit :

2010-02-09

Poems :

64

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4.9 / 585

Forum posts :

273

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I started writing two years ago and
haven't stopped since. I can get a
song for any situation and
music/poetry is my therapy.




I spend most
of my free time with my family. 99%
of my friends are guys. I simply
love the way they think (it's quite
like me: perverted, far-fetched,
usually rational/logical) and they
have practically no drama : ) I
have a very far fetched mind and I
wouldn't have it any other way. I
am totally in love with my
boyfriend, Trevor.We are so
compatible and funny together i
love spending time with him!





All this time
I was wasting hoping you would come
around Ive been giving out chances
every time and all you do is let me
down And its taking me this long
but baby I figured you out And you
think it will be fine again but not
this time around Lookin so
innocent I might believe you if I
didnt know Coulda loved you all my
life If you hadnt left me waiting
in the cold And you got your share
of secrets And Im tired of being
last to know And now youre asking
me to listen Cuz its worked each
time before You had me calling for
you honey And it never wouldve
gone away no You use to shine so
bright But I watched our love it
fade So you dont have to call
anymore I wont pick up the
phone This is the last
straw Theres nothing left to beg
for And you can tell me that youre
sorry But I wont believe you baby
like I did before






I can see where you
are I can tell you're enjoying it
so far I would love to escape, but
now I'm bound by the of burn of
your eyes looking on as I'm
starting to realize I'm a pawn in
your game and this is checkmate as
the roses lift their heads to catch
a glimpse of my demise you'll be
throwing lies around like ocean
waves throw down the tides and
they are breaking on my shore and
the rescue team won't save me now
I'm out too far so I'll waste
these nights for a while but I'll
be holding onto you forever and
this is where my heart is cold and
torn as I read the words you wrote
last night the butterflies are
creeping through my spine







comparisons are easily done Once
youve had a taste of
perfection Like an apple hanging
from a tree I picked the ripest
one I still got the seed You said
move on Where do I go I guess
second best Is all I will
know Like a hard candy With a
surprise center You said
theres Tons of fish in the
water So the waters I will
test He kissed my lips I taste
your mouth He pulled me in I was
disgusted with myself Cause when
Im with him I am thinking of
you Oh I wish that I Was looking
into your eyes Oh wont you walk
through And bust in the door
And take me away Oh no more
mistakes Cause in your eyes Id
like to stay...





Of
all the things I believe in I just
want to get it over with tears
from behind my eyes but I do not
cry Counting the days that past me
by I've been searching deep down
in my soul Words that I'm hearing
are starting to get old Looks like
I'm starting all over again The
last two years were just pretend It
hurts to want everything &
nothing at the same time I want
whats yours and I want whats mine I
want you but I'm not giving in this
time and I say Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I
knew You were the one I love The
one thing that I tried to hold on
to









Say you're sorry that face of an
angel comes out Just when you need
it to As I pace back and forth all
this time 'Cause I honestly
believed in you Holding on, The
days drag on Stupid girl I should
have known, I should have
known That I'm not a
princess This ain't a
fairytale I'm not the one you'll
sweep off her feet Lead her up the
stairwell This ain't
Hollywood, This is a small town I
was a dreamer before you went and
let me down Now its too late for
you and your White Horse, To come
around.








You walk by and
my heart beats A thousand times at
once it seems And every time you
look at me I have to tell myself
to breathe With just a smile you
capture me, and I start to
melt Emotions then take over me
like I've never felt I could tell
me heart each time It isn't love,
you're just some guy There's
nothing there and what I feel Is
in my head, it isn't real But I
can't deny, can't even try Cause I
know inside, butterflies don't lie









I've dropped out, burned up,
fought my way back from the
dead Tuned in, turned on,
remembered the thing you said I'll
be your cryin' shoulder I'll be
love suicide I'll be better when
I'm older I'll be the greatest fan
of your life








On that day that day, The
day I walked away in December. I
will always remember. I'll regret
it forever. I remember brown
eyes, So sad and blue
skies. Turned to darkness and
night. I'm so sick of the
fight. I won't breathe unless you
breathe, Won't bleed unless you
bleed. Won't be unless you
be, 'Till I'm gone and I can
sleep.I was running in circles I
hurt myself, Just to find my
purpose. Everything was so
worthless, I didn't deserve
this, But to me you were perfect.










I'm alive but I'm losing all my
drive Cause everything we've been
through And everything about
you Seemed to be a lie A
guiltless twisted lie It made me
learn to hate you Or hate myself
for letting it pass by All I had to
say is goodbye Were better off
this way




And I'm here to
stay Nothing can separate us And
I know, I'm ok You cradle me
gently Wrapped in your arms..i'm
home









i put a lot of time
and effort into my poems and would
appreciate your votes and comments
on them i will always return the
favor.




I'm singing to the pretty
girl That walked by my door
today I'm singing to the lonely
girl Waiting for a good man to
come and take her away I met her
at a stop light She was there
casin' so she didn't wanna make
eyes All I have is one question I
begged for her attention made it
real real simple Listen babe I'm
singing to the shy girl Waitin for
her phone to ring I'm singing to
the cheerleader Lookin in the
stands tryna find prince
charming I met her in a walmart
line In person so she -pay can't
say no mine- (-that's not
right-) All I have is one
question I begged for your
attention made it real real
simple Can I Buy you a
flower Can I sing you a song Can
we walk for an hour babe Can we
spend the whole night on the
telephone Can I put your hand
inside of mine can I?












Daddy Daddy don't leave I'll do
anything to keep you Right here
with me Can't you see how much I
need you Daddy Daddy don't
leave Mommy's saying things she
don't mean She don't know what
she's talking about Somebody hear
me out Father listen Tell him
that he's got a home and he don't
have to go Father save him I
would do anything in return I'll
clean my room Try hard in
school I'll be good I promise
you Father, Father I pray to you























if you send me
a private message i will usually
get back to you that day or the
next dont be shy i love to meet new
people I am very proud and into my
religion. (it is more of a way of
life in my view) I am christian and
proud of it. : )! OH and i have
meet some of the most amazing
people on here a little thanks to
Ingrid who is like my mom : ) and
zeenat who let me tell you is my
other half we are so likke made for
each other!!!! love you guys:
)








There I was
thirteen years old waitin in my
room for him to come home and I
just knew he would be so
mad though I begged my mother not
to, she told my dad. There was no
denyin I let him down but instead
of being angry he put his arms
around me and said in the sunlight
or the rain brightest nights or
darkest days Ill always feel the
same way whatever road you may be
on know youre never too far gone
my love is there wherever you may
be just remember that youll always
be my baby.






Love: a force greater than
jealousy and stronger than
hate.











Before I fall too fast Kiss me
quick, but make it last So I can
see how badly this will hurt
me When you say goodbye Keep it
sweet, keep it slow Let the future
pass, but don't let go But tonight
I could fall to soon Under this
beautiful moonlight See this heart
won't settle down Like a child
running scared from a clown I'm
terrified of what you'll do My
stomach screams just when I look at
you run far away so I can
breath Even though your far from
suffocating me But I cant get my
hopes to high Cuz every hello ends
with a goodbye Now you see why I'm
scared I can't open up my heart
without a care So here I go, it's
what I feel And for the first time
in my life I know it's real But
you're so hypnotizing You've got
me laughing while I sing You've
get me smiling in my sleep And I
can see this unraveling Your love
is where I'm falling So please
don't catch me If this is love
please don't break me I'm giving
up so just catch me

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