Wow Nams, a lot of dilemma here. If you love him and he's truly the one then you normally aren't searching out others. I've been in relationships I knew weren't right because at the time that person felt right or came about in a time I needed someone in my life. Was it right? Well no, but there I was. I wish you the best in this, tough decisions to make. Hugs my friend-
This is great Nams, the dilemma so well expressed. Isn't it funny how we have the capacity to love more than one person at a time, as with our children and family, but we're only 'supposed' to have one romantic love ... the heart doesn't always agree and there's varying shades I think!
A great poem :-) x