The Night I Lost Myself

by Andrea   Sep 6, 2004

It was getting late
But a friend and me wanted a scare
So we went to the movies
Where her boyfriend would be there

She found a seat next to him
The movie had already started
There wasn't another seat just for me
So I went up farther and that was when we parted

The movie was getting real scary
But there I was all alone
Nobody around me or even in my row
But this one guy I think I might've known

He looked oddly familiar
And this movie is giving me a chill
I think he's going to speak to me
I sure hope he will

He got up
I thought he was going to leave
As he walked past
He only sat next to me

It was getting awfully dark in here
But I think I just saw him smile
He could tell I was scared
So he held my hand all worth the while

I think I'm falling in love
As he stared into my eyes
We scooted a little closer
And he kissed me none to my surprise

So soft and gentle
Was my kiss with the mystery man
As we were making out
He was getting out of hand

I whispered to stop
He didn't listen
I felt his hands move up my waist
I could only sit there and glisten

He unbuttoned my shirt
In between kisses I said no
I tried to pull away
But there was no letting go

This is a nightmare, I thought,
A movie I am in
I wish he would stop hurting me
But I know something else will begin

Everything went by as a blur
Not once did I shout
I only laid there on the dirty floor
Wanting to get out

He smiled once again
When he was done
He whispered:
Now wasn't that fun?

The movie was now over
As he buckled his jeans and left
I had something so precious
I knew I once kept

No one even noticed
Not even my friend
But now my life is over
Nothing to mend

My friend said how great the movie was
And didn't I see?
But how could I have seen
When that guy was busy destroying me?


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  • 9 years ago

    by StephanieMichelle

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    by Stephanie Naylor

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  • 12 years ago

    by The Disturbed Poet

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    by Nee

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