Stay strong and move on. When life gets to heavy tell a friend and give them a bit of the weight. They'll be happy to hold it for a while. My friend took pills and came to school. I had to help her. It scared me. It wasn't worth it for her in the end. She lived but bearly. Dont do this to you. Your worth more than that. If that doesnt stop you think about your friends and how much it must hurt them to see you the way you were.
I love your poem but doing this to yourself is not the answer!!!!
I have 2 friends that going through the same thing your going through abusve parents,drugs,BOYS i have ears thats ready to listen you can famous one day for the things your writing My email address is Mlinda1205@aol.com 0r you can reach me at Babygirlmeme12101@yahoo.com BYE LOVE YA!
pimped out girl....thats sounds like an experience i had but i like woke up two days later (literally) and i was inside my class reading a book...kinda weird i didnt even know the day or nothing....kinda crazy....but GREAT