Do you care??

Ever since I was young,
I've felt rejection in the air,
And I've always really wondered,
Do you even care?,

You left me here to perish,
Mommy popping pills,
You never sent the child support,
To help us pay the bills,

Now we are living off well-fare,
And Mommy's smoking crack,
If you only knew, what I would do,
To have my daddy back,

To have someone to protect me,
Someone to hold me tight,
Someone to believe in me,
To always make things right,

I hope you know that I pray for you,
I pray that your OK,
I pray that you'll come back to me,
And never go away,

If only you knew,
The pain I went through,
The suffering I endured
To just think about you,

After all the years,
Of feeling alone,
I'm all grown up,
With a life of my own,

On the day of moms funeral,
I seen that you weren't there,
The answer finally hit me,
I knew you didn't care...