I can't do this anymore. I can't fake my smile for you anymore.

There is beauty in sadness

You just killed me
you completly destroyed me
I hope your happy
thanks for making me cut again

I wish I knew
What to do
About the pain
I'm going through

I miss you already.

I'm lost inside myself. I'm trapped. I'm held captive by demons that tell me that killing myself would be a good thing.

You said that you loved me
yet you killed yourself
you told me you would never leave me
yet your not here
you said you would be there for me
yet your not
thanks for killing me

Silence is a language all on its own...over time I've become fluent in it, but those who surround me fail to comprehend it, so I sit there quietly and hope someone who understands my silence will finally come along to break it.

I've blamed my mother
I've blamed my father
I've blamed God and I've blamed fate...
But now I see the only person I should have ever blamed was me.

What the hell am I doing?