I no that people would miss me dearly at first....but it wouldn't be long before they got over it

Cross my heart, hope to die,
Stick a needle in my eye,
Drown in tears, take this blade
Make a mark, the thing I crave
This is how I feel tonight,
I hug my knees and cry all night.
So see me with this razor blade
And see that I could not be saved

Theres nothing I wouldn't do, to have just one more chance to look in to your eyes and see you looking back.

I'm just looking for a place to hide,
'cause I don't want to explain.
They would never understand,
'cause even I can't make out
why I'm so depressed.

I'm not negative...I'm just realistic...

"You haven't felt real pain until you have felt what I had to go through."

Stop screaming in my face.
i already know i'll never be good enough.
you can stop repeating "I won't make it" because i've already givin up.

Anyone who really looks into my eyes can see that I'm a weak little girl just waiting for someone to save me.

Someone needs to save me from myself.

I am the face of a thousand tears left unshed, a thousan screams left unheard, a thousand dreams left unlived, and a singel heart left unloved.

May God send down a dove with wings as sharp as razors to spear the heart of any guy who loves a girl and then betrays her.