And i've never felt this pain any worse than the moment i looked up and noticed ive been alone this whole time....

Another cut,
Deeper this time?
I fear the blade,
But I love its shine.

Life is like a maze, full of wrong turns and dead ends, and when you finally find your way out, it leads to death...

D esperate for
E ternal protection
A gainst
T his f_ucked up
H uman race

Do I have to bleed?
For someone to help me
Do I have to bruise?
To find my escape
Do I have to die?
To be recognized

There is a pleasure in poetic pains which only poets know.

&&Bruises fade, but the pain remains the same

And I still remember how u kept me so, so afraid
Dont you understand the damage u have done

4 you its just a memorie, but 4 me it still lives on

People say
being single is better then a heartbreak
but the worst part is
being single..
and still getting your heart broken
by the person..
you dreamed to be with

Empty promises
broken dreams
no one to save me
as my bloody tears stream

The memories you don't want are the ones that stay with you forever and the ones that you want to remember are the ones that leave.