Being alone is so addictive

© 2019 Golden Angel Rhapsodist a.k.a Gelyn All Rights Reserved

So I must ask;
Are you apologizing
to the table
or to yourself?

And here she was
A broken piece of
Crystal
Who could never find the words to
Fix her
Cracks

They tell you how much you’ll love your baby when they’re born. But they don’t tell you how much you’ll hate what they did to your body...and how you’ll never be the same. Vanity or not; that’s something I wasn’t ready for.

Complex, be it superior or inferior, they both are catastrophic. The only difference is that, the former has no impact on your vigor and vitality. While the latter brings you physical ruin.

imagine if my world was beautiful as yours

I’ve died a long time ago... I’m still in your presence but I no longer have a soul.

I hide the pain even though it makes me insane. My eyes so swollen, waiting to be whole again.

Do you know how it feels to be in someone’s presence yet still feel alone?

So just keep smiling
Hold the cracks together
Fake the happiness until it is real
Even if it takes forever...