"As the thunder rumbles and the lightening strikes, tears fall like the rain in slow time with a pounding heartbeat of music.."

''You look dead.'' -Mother
''Good, thats what I was going for.''-Daughter

I'm hurting and suffering so much that I'm dying to die....

There are no guarantees in life,
death is the only exception.

Hoping for the best, but expecting the worst.

A birthday is just a celebration, shared with hundreds if not thousands, but a funeral, a funeral is a day about you and you alone.

Darkness sorrounds me and i feel right at home. Light struggles to shine through the cracked walls. Ones she knew happiness now she knows nothing but failed hope....

I don't SHY... I just hate people, that's because I Really Hate them...

I can't stop but think that i'm always alone...

Sitting in the corner of her room
She sits and thinks
Of how useless she really is to the world
As her thoughts fill her head
She slowing goes into a deep sleep
Will she wake to see tomorrow or will she slowly slip away...