If u think there is a lot of cuts and scars on my arms
just amagine what my heart looks like...

You dont know what goes on behind closed doors

It's not the great who are strong,
It's the strong who are great.

-Albel the wicked

My eyes won't see the reality, the physical world, as if they're half closed, as if my mind can't process the defined outlines of material items I don't need, as if close to dying.

Ill write your name across the wall with all the blood that spills from my heart, its broken anyways

People say
"I'll miss you"
but if you really love them
you would miss them before there gone......

My hands are shaking
my heart beats fast
the blood has dried
but these lies won't last

After all, we're only human... Moving, Breathing, Living disasters.

Sleeping is good.
Never waking up is better.
Dying is best.
Never being born is the absolute prize...
~Delirium~

Sometimes I wish my dreams were my reality and my reality was just a nightmare