Hurting Me-- Killing Me.

Date Written: February 25, 2oo8

My mind is empty;
My heart is weak;
You're hurting me really bad;
Made me unable to speak.

I have no idea why you're doing this;
I can't see any reasons why.
You promised to love me forever--
You said it's only you && I.

But why do you have to hurt me this way?
I never asked anything from you except your touch.
You never heard me asking for money or fancy things,
Baby, am I asking for too much?

Do you even know you're starting to make me cry?
I guess it's about time that you do.
Do you even remember the promises you made?
When you said that forever it'll still be me && you?

It just hurts really bad.
I'm bearing too much pain.
You're constantly hurting me;
Do you even have anything to gain?

You know I love you
&& I'm here to fight.
I know you love me as well,
But something is not right.

I hate to think you're just like them
Because you're different from what I can see.
But sometimes I can't help myself to think you're of the same kind--
Because just like them you're learning how to kill me.