Feels like we're torn apart,
not the same as it used to be,
what happened to the love,
what happened to you and me.
seems like the past has had enough,
i should've know it'd never stay,
now the future is coming,
and our friendship is fading away.
after all the stuff we've been through,
i can feel the end is near,
so as i write the words that my soul speaks,
i slowly turn away and remember you aren't even really here.
so i wanted to tell you before we totally fall apart,
and i hold this gun to my head,
don't be afraid,
if you wake up and im dead.
don't remember me and cry cause now you got her,
don't even shed a tear for me,
just hold her tight,
and remember what we used to be.
dont even feel sadness,
don't even feel shame,
don't look at the ground,knowing you didn't even care about the pain.
just hold your head up high and live,
live on like you never knew me at all,
just turn away and close your eyes,
because you didn't even know i was about to fall.
so as my heart shatters,
and as my body hits the floor please just turn around,
because i can't look at you or i'll be forced to whisper,
your the one who let me down.
so let it all fade now,
go on i know you will,
but don't blame me,
when im buried at the top of the hill.
so let go of my hand and hold hers,
and treat me like im not there,
but when im on the news dead,
remember...its because living without you i couldn't bare.
