What I Really Feel*

I could say I don't care,
But I'm not one to lie,
Or I could say what I really feel,
And try hard not to cry.

Yeah I really loved you,
I wouldn't have said it if it wasn't true,
See cause I care about peoples feelings,
Something you should really learn to do.

I've cried so many times over you already,
There's no more tears left to shed,
Wondering why I listened to you,
And all the lies I was fed.

You got what you wanted from me,
Are you happy? You were the first,
You say that's not all you really wanted,
But your still yet to prove me I'm only thinking the worst.

One month together,
Another long month of waiting,
I could tell in your eyes,
Your feelings for me were fading.

So I guess I'm going to let you go,
And move on with my life,
And I'll try to do the same thing too,
Even though you were my life...