Speeches Inside Me

I was only with myself
crying quietly;
trying to call for somebody,
but I was trapped;
My tongue clinched
at the tip of my teeth
I shout very hard
but there's nothing..
Nothing words came out from my lips..

I can't hear myself,
deep within me;
there's nothing I can see
except my heart pounding,
Begging for someone;
Just even for only one,
who can understand me
for what I am...

I was still wandered
In the road of stones;
In the valley of trials,
in the hill of failures,
and bore to pace my sole
into the grass of frustrations,
But I am silent to taste alone
the bitterness of painful wounds.

I am living...
in the helpless world..
That even world cannot understand;
The agony...deep inside me...

And finally...
I tried to sail in the islet of strength,
Trying to pick even little piece of hope;
Grasping for strength in this dark gloomy world.