The last poem

My last bang,
As I fade away.
The words sang,
And this, my final day,
Belongs to my last bang.
The last words I'll ever say-
To those who've read-
The blood I bled-
The words I've said-
From alive to dead,
Thank you,
But this is all-
The last i can do,
This is my final fall.

The drugs I take-
The life I forsake-
The hate I feel-
The wounds don't heal,
That is all me-
That is all I can be,
I realize my end
And the last words I send,
Is for her, and her only.

I loved you too deep
I felt too free to be real
A feeling I wish to keep
But now a dream to only feel
I lost my chances
And took only more
I stepped those dances
And only fell to the floor
Why I bothered to last
As long as I did
When I could've ended this past
In a heart beat like this
No skips or double beat
Just this and my angry heat
Love like you've never done before
Please don't let my foolishness
Close your most deserving door
I write you now
Because what I've become
Is more than just lost
It's a dying sun
And I'm aching for a star
You're more wonderful
More amazing
Than any other I know
I'm sorry you went through me
For it all to show
Don't worry what happens now
I've found my path
It's not much now
But I've given in to fates wrath
Good-bye my love
Mahal ko I used to say
These are my last words
This is my last day