Broken </3

I stood right there,
with tears in my eyes.
Why couldn't you see through my stare?
Just how deeply broke I was through my lies.

I ran out the door,
but you didn't even see.
I ran right to the bathroom, and collapsed to the floor!
Today is my last, I think, after today I will be free.

Sitting there on the floor,
I take out that bottle.
I make sure locked is the door,
before I let my emotions go full throttle.

Like a speedcar the tears came,
Until I could no longer breath.
I knew that after today nothing will be the same,
as I unlock my sheath.