I love how you have images that are out of this world!! The anaconda depression wrapping around the legs, got me chills. I went back to a time where I suffered a lot at night. I was reminded of that feeling.
The tears, turning you into a salty shade of blue, a really beautiful description!!
So many emotions went through me while reading this!
P.S. your addiction for coffee can’t be helped, you’re still the same :)