The Spider in the Shower.

by Poet on the Piano   Jan 31, 2020

Every morning, I take a shower at
11 AM, and every morning, it's there.
It curls its legs to me, drawing closer
until it's directly above me.
I've learned not to cower or shriek,
I don't want it to be afraid.

I don't have the heart to crush it
because we've come to an agreement.
We're allies now, though I'm sure
my father would spit in disgust and say
"it doesn't belong there, just kill it!"

But if what if we killed everything
that didn't belong?

This brain doesn't belong, when
depression corners me and shuts
the lights off.

This heart doesn't belong, when I
care more than the shadows of the
world and every attempt at love is met
with fear or oblivion.

Some days, I can't tell if I am the
spider or the human. I'm upside down,
watching from a distance, and no one
cares about my intentions...

I only make them cringe.

Today, I found its body
crushed at the bottom of the tub;
I hate that I know the
consolatory feeling of being dead.


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  • 4 months ago

    by nourayasmine

    Wow. I feel bad for not having read this one before. I mean, wow. The sympathy you feel towards this weak spider stems from the fact that you are hurting and feeling weak too. I could've never described my depression like you beautifully did. Amazing write, as always.

  • 4 months ago

    by Ziad Dib Jreige

    Beautiful piece_____ I like the analogy, the link between that spider and all which does not belong, and we cannot just take it out.

    Until destiny does take what it wants out, and the way it wants.

    Keep writing,,,, : )

  • 4 months ago

    by - Mr. Darcy

    Spiders are cursed with sweeping generalisation. Like, they are going to hurt me. They are ugly. "They don't belong". I like how you reflect on a depressed brain or a shy heart being like that spider: something to be avoided and certainly misunderstood.
    Take care x

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