Can you help me?

I am looking for something
I don't know or remember existing:

the nooks in the alleys,
shallow puddles on the
cracked cobblestones -
open bakery windows,
fleeting scents of bread
over dank, musty mornings,

the ropes that hang from
sturdy boughs, muffled
laughter from inside
the tavern - a murmur
of a stranger whom I
may never see again -

the dips in the valleys,
narrow bridges 'cross
canals, murky water in
my lungs - the rumour
of a thunderstorm that
waits in the west;

I am looking for something
I don't know or remember existing.