Maltreated (acrostic)

More often than not I have been
Ailienated by humans that declare
Love for me in any form of relationship
Though they never really show it.
Reminiscing only makes me feel
Emotionally drained and
Animosity towards myself for
Thinking I too could be loved.
Every day recently I wake up wishing I was
Dead but I deserve happiness; I know I do.

©Em