Everytime

The moment it became so clear
That I would always be with you, my dear
When I first saw you I knew we’d be together
More than forever

But the path changed
Our fate changed
Now we’re both in pain
Only because of a harmless lie

Our love was defied
Why didn’t we try,
Try harder to imply our fears
So they would never become tears?

We lose, we had to choose
But now I’m so confused
We had so much passion
But then it all came crashing’

Which led to that lie
It spread like a disease that will never die
Everyone caught it
They all knew it

But they all were deceived
Because it was from you the lie was conceived
It will always be carried around
I wish I could have found

That made you say what you said
Why did you brag about something not true?
If only I could believe it weren’t you
I want to cry

But instead I look into your eye
The picture of you reflects my mind
As I stare in deeper of the happiness inside
But were you really happy?

Were you really in love with me?
I wish you could make me see
Because now I’m blinded by this illusion
Surrounded in this nightmare that I want out of

I just want to be in encircled in your love
This wasn’t the first time, yes I know
Nevertheless you said you had changed and it was tough
But you did it all for love

I never want to be reminded of the old times with you
I want it to be gone along with all you do
But I can’t let it show
I can’t let others know

But every time someone asks, my eyes only swell
But I do try not to dwell
On the thought of you, but it’s hard

I can’t help but remember
Why did it have to end like this?
Can’t I be with the one I miss?
I still love him after all

But can I just give him one more call?
To tell him good-bye
That he was my guy
And he always made me fly

Fly above the skies
Now he left me here to die
He took that away and now I’m in pain
I’m lost but mad and yet so full of sorrow

So many emotions that won’t be gone tomorrow
They’ll always be there and so will my love
It will grow stronger every day
But still every time I’ll see him

He’ll never go away
Every where I look and turn
He’ll never go away
And my love for him will never fade…