I guess this is GoodBye

I guess i just wanted to pretend i was Benjamin just for a little while
have a beautiful wife and loving child.
If i am dead then i guess this is goodbye
but remember me when you look to the sky

I told you that we all have to die
i wish i didn't but soon I'll know why
for now I'm in heaven way up high
i guess i am dead so this is goodbye

i wish that i had your attention and that i was more of a man
hiding behind a nick or something known as a Clan
i wish i could tell you that i have no regrets in my life
my only regret is not finishing it with that sharp knife

no one understand me and no one truly wants to
my body is gone and in the ground beneath your shoe.
i guess this is goodbye that is said to you from above
i will watch down on your family as you fill them with love.

i will protect them as you watch them with bliss
Please if you know only one thing, know this
even though you can't see me now, don't pout or sigh
for i am not gone forever just a small sort of goodbye