Where you belong

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What went wrong
i don't understand
why have you left me
in this dreaded land

we had it all
you were my world
now I'm left lost
like a young girl

on my own
without a clue
of where to go
or what to do

i cant find my way
without you here
to hold my hand
and battle my fear

you dried my tears
washed them away
made the sun shine
when all was gray

i knew you so well
and you knew me
we were happy, complete
best friends there could be

i never meant to cause
pain and strife
i cherished you entirely
you were my life

and you made me feel
so loved and blessed
on top of the world
full of happiness

but the feelings have gone
stolen from me
deep down inside
without you i can't be

you made me see sense
throughout the struggle
made everything clear
when all was muddled

you looked out for me
made sure i was fine
no one could hurt me
at anytime

what i didn't know
was the one who was there
to hold my hand
couldn't always care

and it churns inside
how the closest of all
could be the one
who made me fall

me losing you
is my greatest regret
how i loved you
i will never forget

i hate myself
for letting you slip
out of my grasp
out of my grip

how do i go on
now all has drained
my life now pointless
too much has changed

they say time heals
but how i don't see
can you really forget
inner beauty?

now weakness shadows
paralyzing my mind
my feelings and soul
too hard to find

i know people change
they grow and move on
but you'll always stay here
in my heart, you belong