Holy Sh!T!!! This poem made me cry. I'm telling you girl you have soemthing special!!! No matter what happens please keep writing because I love your poems and I love reading them. Anyways WoW I'm just speechless. I would have to say that out of all your poems this poem represents me the most. I get judged all the time for cutting, people say they understand but I know truly deep down that no one will ever understand why I do the things I do .
It was not my choice to live like this,
have it run through every vein,
I did not choose to die inside,
to live my life in pain.
It is your choice to live in pain, and it is your choice to not go and find happiness... if you rreallly want to find happiness, and you really need to be happy, then you will someday find enough courage inside of you to be able to do that... someday, you'll find your happiness... happiness just doesn't come to you, sometiems you have to work for itt... but amazing jobb ... your work is amazzing! i love it all