The Suicide Game

by Heather M Craig   Dec 29, 2004


I Allowed So Much Heart Break In My Life
And My Tears Are Trapping Me In A Haze,
My Heart Is Dead, My Mind Is Fading,
I Keep Looking For Better Days...

It Never Gets Better, I’m Going To Give Up...
No Friends Who Care, A Family Of Abomination,
No Love To Call My Own, Dreams Ceasing,
The Mask I Pull Over To Fool You Was Just My Creation.

I Hate Everything And Hate Everyone
For The Pain They Stained My Heart With...
I Can’t Take It Much Longer Inside Of Me..
So Think Of This Poem As My Warning Herewith.

If I Let The Knife Stroll Across My Wrists,
Would You Promise Me I Would Hit The Vein?
If I Pulled The Trigger Tonight Without A Scream,
Would You Promise Me I Would End My Pain?

If I Hung Myself In The Dark Shades Of Night,
Would You Promise No One Will Save Me?
If I Overdosed On Every Pill Lying In The Cabinet,
Would You Promise That I Would Die Suddenly?

I Need Your Love... I Need It Bad...
Reflections Of My Pain Will Show You What I Need...
I Don’t Want Pity And I Don’t Want Help
I’m Just Losing Grip Of My Own Reality...

I Need You More Than I Ever Needed Anyone Before
So Don’t F u c k With My Emotions , Pull Me In...
I’ve Been There Through Everything With You...
So Please Return This One Favor And Be The Slightest Image Of A Friend.

I’m Falling To My Knees Drowning In Confusion...
I’m Burning Inside With Cluttered Pain...
So Like My Whole Life Has Seemed To Be
Tonight I’m Taking Matters In My Own Hands And Playing The Suicide Game.

*** note of this poem.... emotions out of whack...that’s all I know to say...confused, abused, giving up, hard to say if I mean it or not***

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  • 19 years ago

    by christina

    wow soo sad and scarry r u ok i hope ur doin fine hunz :D i dont know u but u mean alot to us dont give up on somethin thats not meant to be givin up on and thats ur life!!!! if u want to talk u can messge me anytime anyways it was a good poem take care hunz peace ok chill everyone have bad things in their lives but we get over it ok take careeeeee !!!!

  • 19 years ago

    by brittany

    grl i kno dat ur hurtin i can understand.u can tlk to me even doe u don kno me but my friends always tell me im good to tlk to and i wld love to hear from u. im serious u can tell me anything. and if u don kno me it may b easier coz i kno tlkin to someone may b embarrasing if u kno dem but u jus don want dem to kno. so if u ever need a friend im always here. your not alone.

  • 19 years ago

    by Sw33ti3

    I think that was amazing and i can relate to lots of this..im sorry ur playing this suicide game..ur poem was amazing and thx for ur comment on mine..latez
    *XoX Sw33ti3*

  • 19 years ago

    by Guilty By Design

    hey good poem. i hope ur ok.

  • 19 years ago

    by Taylor

    . . . Heather???. . . This really scared me I don't want you to hurt yourself at all you're too good of a person to be doing this stuff. . . You have friends here in this world that would miss you so much if you left. . . I would promise none of those things to you because I don't want you to die. . . You need to be here for everyone and everyone can be here for you just give us a chance. . . please just come back. . . Amanda, Matt, and I are really worried. . . just tell us you're okay and please be okay! If you do this to us then you will take away the only true angel on this earth. . . you. . . God has enough angels up there we need you down here to save us and we will help you and save you too. . . Please just come back. . .

    Love always and forever, Taylor

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