Waiting for me...

What could stop my pain?
Pieces of my soul that fall like rain,
I have everything to lose and nothing to gain,
Tears fall upon my heart, making a stain

There I lay hopeless on my bed,
Crazy, pointless thoughts swirling through my head,
Although they’re tough, they want to win,
I plan to fight them instead.

From where the strength came, I do not know,
but I decided to get high rather than low,
High as in happy, joyous and glad,
For years I had fought the mad, and the sad.

Though I had come close to the edge of the end,
Curiosity caught me, told me to wait,
and see what is waiting for me around the bend.