My Anorexia hell

Look in the mirror, don't be shy
if you see what I see, then you'll know why
why I hurt my self the way I do
and its not because I don't love you

I hate my self and what I see
but some day Ill look the way I want to be
I know that you all see the same
but you don't tell me that you're ashamed

this voice in my head is so loud
but I know that some day she'll make you proud
Shes helping me feel good, when I´m sad
and when I'm eating she makes me feel bad

Her name is Ana and she's a good friend to me
and the best thing is that she sees what I see
She tells me what to eat and how to dress
she wants me to exercise more and eat less

Ill do what ever she wants me to
I have will and I'll show it to you
Today after lunch she made me vomit
She said "do that every time and you'll love it"

Shes right, she knows just what to say
so I promised her to do this every day
I cant wait until tomorrow
and I'm glad that Ana takes away my sorrow.

Copyright 2005 - Sabrina Stelmach