Pain, Torture, and Lies

The pain,
The torture,
The lies,
You would laugh,
When I would cry.

I could not tell you how I felt,
I just did not have the courage.

So the pain continued,
The torture and the lies.
I had no one to hold me,
When I would sit and cry.

You went out with other girls,
Did not care if I found out.
You did not care if I cried,
Did not care how I felt.

I talked to my friends,
About your cruel ways.
Praying all the time,
For you to change someday.

I could tell them everything,
It was a piece of cake.
But I could not tell you,
Put what little we had at stake.

The pain,
The torture,
The lies,
My pillow stained,
From all the tears I have cried.

I cry every day,
And every night.
Because the way you treat me,
It just is not right.

Are you really worth,
All you have put me through?
I should hate you,
But for some reason I still like you.

I have been suffering way to long,
And I have to let you go.
This wont be easy,
But something I have to do.

The pain,
The torture,
The lies,
I have put it all behind me,
And I no longer cry.

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