What Have I Become

This feeling of loneliness never leaves
It walks with me, by my side
Bringing me down everyday
And destroying my heart inside

Such great feelings of disparity
I don’t know what to do
Sick of living a messed up life
But I know I must pull through

Blood stains on my pillow case
From last night and the night before
This sick and twisted addiction
Of wanting to bleed more

A heart so weak and frail
It breaks upon each word
Spoken towards who I am
Making me feel absurd

Miserable eyes burn so bad
And are filled with endless tears
All caused from this life I live
Living in my own fears

Abusive dad and careless mom
It’s what my insanity came from
I look at myself and begin to ask
“What have I become?”

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