Nanny

Nan you no i love you
even though your dead
this words are so overdue
your still there in my head!

When you were alive,
we had allot of fun
i love you, oh so very much
but you no what I have done!

I no your up there watching me
and i don't want you to think I'm bad
and when i think of what I have done
it makes me really sad!

You must think I'm a stupid girl
you must be so ashamed
you must think i have changed so much
but is that all that you see???

I know i may look stupid
i know i may look bad
but look a little deeper Nan
and you will see I'm sad!

I really miss you Nan
even though you've been gone so long
but i really wanna know now?
when it comes to you why i am no longer strong

I'm crying on the inside
from the day to the night
i really want you here with me
to hug me really tight!

I can't believe you left me Nan!
please come back to me
You left me in this lonely place
and i know you have the key!

we we're so close Nan!
i know you know that too!
but when you left me here
i didn't know what to do?

We we're closer than anyone else
we're born on the same day
i wish that i could see you
but that doesn't happen no matter how much i pray

I always think the same thing Nan
why did you have to die?
why couldn't they have taken me?
oh someone tell me why???

I want you here next to me
to try to make me smile
to wipe away my tears
and just hug me for a while?

Miss you Nan! always in my heart!