Glimpse Into Something Real

Do you ever feel like
You don't want to hide it anymore
Wear short sleeves to school
Let your "friends" marks show
Let the blood red scars
That line your wrist
The deeper ones were you just missed the vein
And ones were you passed out trying to die
Those have healed but stitches still remain
Do you ever feel like
You want to go to another world
But you don't wanna die
And you don't want to cut because it will be to deep and you wont wake up this time
So all you do is cry and scratch and hope to die
Until a peaceful sleep overcomes you to take you to a better place
Do you ever feel like
You just wanna stop hiding it all
And go into the hall
Scream with all the doors open
Yes North Jr. High i have issues watch me face them
Then escape into the bathroom and slit your wrist
Watch your friends flood in fast because they know
That it was your final call to them for help
You watch them with dying eyes as the puddle of blood grows and say I'm sorry
Then let the blackness take over
Do you ever feel like this
If you say yes
Then all i can say is
Welcome to hell
a.k.a my life

(c) Hillary Dorsey

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