Amanda

This is not really a poem just at my computer letting out thoughts.

Do u really no what it is like to lose someone close?
It is pain, tourture, your heart being ripped out.
Then you think about it.
They are in a better place now you have no doubt.

You are always recieving chain letters from people to tell everyone that you care about how much you love them. You may not realize it now but you really should. It may be hard at times to let someone know how you feel but it is worth it. I lost a good friend of mine Tuesday November 15, 2005. She died in the hospital where she had been rushed to after a horrific car accident. She was so young, only a girl, just 16!!! Her life was takien right before her very own eyes. Do you think that everyone told her how they felt about her or how they cherished her smile or even that they just wanted to get to know her better. I no they didnt, because I never did. She knew that I loved her and would be here for her but she never knew how much I really cared for her.
The night of her accident, she had been at the basketball game where we had talked some before she had to cheer!! I will never forget the last conversation that we had together. It will be with me forever and eternity!
Maybe this story will encourage you to tell people how you really feel weather it be a friend or someone you love. It does not matter. Whats the worst that can happen... they might look at you different... but then look at it on the bright side if something were to ever happen to them you would know that when God took there life they knew exactly how you felt about them. So please don\'t hold back tell people how much you care before the time is to late. You never no when they will go or for that matter when you will go. The only person that knows that is God and he is telling no one except his angels. So before it is your time or just someone you no tell them how you feel or you will regret it someday!

-Britt

Sorry that this is more of a story than anything but I can now say that I have experinced a dear friend passing away and nothing will ever hurt me as bad. But on the bright side of all things...She is in a better place waiting on me and when it is my time to go home she will meet me at the pearly gates and greet me with her warm gentle smile.
Amanda I love you and always will RIP